Prego

Assalamualaikum.

For the record, I am not talking about the pasta brand. And no, I am not pregnant too. Ok I lied. I am pregnant. Wahahahaha yessss I am pregnant you annoying people!!

1 word: Alhamdullillah.

Ok ok I know you people out there are eager to know my story - I'm shameless I know - so lay back and read on.

As you guys know - or not - in my previous previous post, I've stated that I've went to KKH for check up erm 2 years ago? And since doctor said I am normal, I leave my faith in Allah.

I didn't take any medications. I didn't go for any treaments. All I did was made doa for Allah to give me the rezki that is best for me. Frankly I didn't specifically prayed for a child. Rezki in any form, I'm not choosy. Hehe.

My menses have never been regular. It is always late. 1 week or 2 weeks. Or I could also missed a month! But I've never bother to check. I secretly pray my menses would come actually hahahhahah!! And when my menses finally comes, I'll say Alhamdullillah heheheheh.

But this time, I feel something is not right. My boobs sore for too long. Super sore unlike my regular menses sore. My feet is always cold. I am so fatigue, I can fall asleep in a split second. I can even fall asleep in the sauna for 30 minutes ok! I don't have appetite but I crave to eat this and that. Ended up with little bites only. Oilment is my bestfriend. The feeling of be being pregnant is very strong.

So on 26th November 2015, that very morning, I took out my old test kit - which have been in my drawer for God knows how long - and tried peeing on it.

I put the kit behind me then I took it back then I put it back again and slowly pick it up back. HAHAHA! I stared at it until I saw the line at the "T" window and then the "C" window. I looked at the cover, 2 lines means I'm pregnant.

Sh.....

No I did not say shit. Well I wanted to but I stopped myself cause I know that will not be the good word to say - for the first time. Hah.

Alhamdullillah.

I said it softly even I myself can't hear.

Tears suddenly stream down my cheek. I am a little bit confused. I don't know if I ever want this. The feeling is so....confusing lah!

I finally put the kit down and start bathing. Again I secretly wish the kit is spoilt. Urgh me and my thoughts.

Right after I'm done, I get dressed and woke Qiey up. Oh oh before waking him up, I actually had my phone camera on hahaha. Just to record his reaction.

'Dear...'

'Mmmm...'

'I tak pergi kerja tau.'

'Mmm... Asal?'

'I'm pregnant.'

I am starting to feel nauseous and the urge of puking is at my throat!

I actually wanted to say something more than just "I'm pregnant" but I can't say it out. I wanted to say more like "I think I feel like something is growing in me and it is gona grow for another 8 months?" But nothing of that came out hahaha.

I started crying after that then Qiey asked if I'm happy, I said I don't know. Hahahahhaha omg what in the world?!

I went out from my room and my mom saw me with t-shirt and jeans, 'Eh kau tak pergi kerja?'

I showed her the kit and she said, 'Alhamdullillah' in a very relaxed mode. But I know that woman is jumping in her heart hahaha.

We went to the clinic after that and then doctor said I am 6 weeks pregnant since my last menses.

'Doctor, you're not gona get my pee tested?'

'No need lah. Since you've already checked and it is positive so positive it is.'

'But you know, I've been married for 4 years and suddenly I'm pregnant. So I'm really pregnant?'

The doctor laughed at me and asked me to lay on the bed. He gave light knocks on my tummy and listened through his stethoscope. He nodded and asked me to get up slowly. He gave me some folic acid and nausea pills.

I don't feel satisfied lah. I bought another kit from Guardian. I tried again when I'm home and yes, 2 lines. Trust me, 3 days passed, I still looked at the kits. I only threw them at the 3rd day hahaha.

Sooo, went for check up today, 2nd Jan 2016, I am now in my 10th weekh pregnant. Alhamdullillah. My EDD will be in 25th July 2016 InshaaAllah.

Nari pulak birthday Qiey. Birthday present indeed!!

2015 have been perfect for me. Naik pangkat, naik gaji, naik umrah (LOL) and also got to know I am pregnant. If it is not for the doas by my loved ones, things will not happen. Thank you everyone who never fail to pray for me. I love each one of you. May Allah bless all of you and give back the best to you guys.

*wipe tears *

Hehe and yes, I am already pregnant when I left for umrah. Think it was around 7 weeks. Whenever people ask us to pray so we'll get a child, I'll giggled to myself. They don't know my secret hehe.

Please make doa for me and baby. May everything goes well for this journey. InshaaAllah Amiin Amiin.

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