Beautiful & Perfection

Assalamualaikum.

"Annisa today you wear this, you look very pretty. Yesterday also."

1 morning a colleague said that to me. FYI my colleague is a female. Jangan jealous k husband. And padahal I wear like this (dresses or tops with skirts) everyday. Suspect seri Ramadhan ah.

Kecantikkan itu subjective. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Pada aku, aku ni ok ok jer. Dengan jendol, hidung bawang, gigi jongang (sounds hideous eh LOL) tapi mungkin pada orang lain, aku macam cantik bak bidadari gitu ah. Hahaha melampau eh!

Ok ok pujian aside. Aku cuma nak ingat kan diri aku dahulu, sesungguhnya semua ni *points myself head to toe* milik Allah. Alhamdullillah Allah pinjam kan aku kesempurnaan kat dunya ni. Mungkin sekejap. Mungkin lama sikit. I don't know. *shrugs*

Bila aku tengok orang-orang yang kurang keupayaan, aku sedihhh sangat. Apa agaknyer yang ada dalam fikiran dorang eh. Apa agaknyer dorang rasa bila dorang tengok kita yang Alhamdullillah cukup sifat. Mesti ada sikit rasa terkilan dorang nak hidup macam kita.

Or maybe not sebab dorang so innocent and sentiasa bersyukur. Especially no commitments.

I've been following these instagrammers like above & some others (tak ingat nick dorang) and I am so touched by how they love their child so much eventhough the child was born with less capabilities. And in their eyes, their child is the most perfect human being on earth. MashaaAllah.

But really, just look at them. How can someone be sooo adorable!!

Aku tak pernah be in close contact with a down syndrome person until this 1 particular day. I joined my friend and her cousins for dinner and 1 of them is a down syndrome girl.

She's 2 years younger than me so 19 lah. Hehehe ok ok she's 27 . Aku tengok jer dia makan, dia senyum, dia ketawa. Amik-amik gambar, happy being silly. Hidup dia bagai sempurna and macam tak ada apa-apa yang kosong and kurang. And you know what? She is infact a very beautiful girl.

Tapi aku pasti, orang-orang macam dorang ni ada kelebihan masing-masing. Allah is great and merciful. May Allah give all of them strength to face this test. Amiin.

And I give full respect to parents who have these special needs children. May Allah also give you guys the strength to raise these children with lotsa love. Amiin.

So how blessed are we to be born with little flaws? Super mega blessed I hope.

Wassalam.