Just That PBG Moment

Assalamualaikum.

You know, I've been watching ALOT of movies lately. All watched streaming online, at work. Aku ada magic on how to watch. Mana boleh bilang korang. Kan magic!

So sekarang ni aku tengah tengok cerita Unexpected. About a teacher who unexpectedly got pregnant. She was not prepared for it cause 1, she's not married and 2, everything happened too fast. And there's a scene she eats waffles with peanut butter. I thought it would be nice to have it now too. Prima Deli punya waffles. Gila weyh! Terasa kat tekak!

Anddd talking about cravings, recently I had the worst cravings ever in my life. No I am not pregnant. Cravings for the upcoming menses. Tell me about it.

You know how sad it is? Not sad because I have cravings but not pregnant cause I wana get pregnant. You guys know I don't care if I'm pregnant or not. It is sad because I have cravings but not pregnant means I am just having PBG moment. Mampoz this is complicated. LOL.

Yah lah, I am sad because I have cravings because I am in the PBG clan. Like not pregnant but craving? You're serious?

You know how hard it is to control my food intake? You know how hard it is to stop eating when the food is so freaking nice? You know how hard it is to say no to rice?

Damit! I am so obsessed now. And it sucks!

How I wish I am that girl who eats whatever she wants and don't freaking care how she looks like. But I can't be that girl cause I know I won't be happy looking at myself. Oh God Annisa, what the hell.

I'm sorry, I am just having this moment of wanting to talk to myself.

Oh look, it is 12.57pm. Time for lunch. And no, I am not going for lunch. I am just going to have a sandwich alone at my workdesk. Screw me.